I am sorry, but I need to get this off my chest:
Seriously, there is nothing more bothering than not knowing what to do with my future! I never had such a hard decision to make and the worst thing is: no matter what I do, I’ll always end up regretting it and / or questioning “what would have been if…”.
University or working? Becoming an optician or studying? If studying, what…Law or Geography or History or…?
What if I just buried myself for a year and come back when all decisions are made for me.